Wow It has been a very long time since I have been to this blog site, shame on me. But so much has transpired within my life, my heart and soul over the last year that I have been busy keeping up with it all in real time.

So now I will turn once again to the page and words that may find their way there. I feel that during my NDE back in 2008 I would have to say that I had been dropped rather suddenly into enlightenment, and for how ever long it lasted it was just plain awesome beyond words!
But.....of course, one has to come down sometime, so PLUNK- there I was back in the shell of a vehicle that I have lived in all my life, only this time there seemed to be two parts of me. One still knew and was somewhere in that enlightened state of being, and the other, the earthly part of me was thrust back into a searching soul who now has to somehow bring these two parts together.

I don't think it is the destination that matters most now, I feel it is the willingness to take the journey. I know the love of the essence we call God and I know that I am loved right where I stand on that pathway of my journey. Day by day and bit by bit over the last three years I have been getting to know who I really am-Spirit. It has certainly been a daunting task at times, as old habits do die hard that's for sure. But alone in my quiet times, I have been able to go to a place I had dared not visit before, the inside of the real me, and here I have slowly been forming a relationship with that "me" and also the Creator of that me, -the force that we call God.

As I go along I want to now reach out and share a bit more with others. For so many that I have spoken and shared with over the last few years, are, like me, looking to find what we can to make our journey within this life a bit happier, easier, and more fruitful in contribution to the universe. If anyone reads this I say -welcome, share with me if you feel so led. If not, well just drop in from time to time and take a peek, its all good :-)

Blessings!
Dea

Morning Musings on a Saturday

I truly didn't know going into this what to expect. ( my journal and book writing) The desire to share was so over whelming and I found no real rest until I somehow managed to get it down into words. The past few months however, have shown me by the very incidents that have happened, that I was indeed meant to share with others.

When I first wrote about my NDE experience, I was so petrified to show it to anyone, to let it out to the universe so to speak. I was actually more comfortable letting those not so close to me read my first drafts, as their opinions wouldn't have quite the impact on me than would that of closer friends and loved ones. But here I am a few months later, and 325 books from my first self printing endeavor are out there in the hands of relatives, friends, and others who have passed my way, or come into our store. There have been more than a few who have come to tell me how much my sharing has meant to them, or how much they have been touched by what I wrote. It is to those people that I give Thanks, for through them I know that my writing of such was not in vain, and there is a reason I was meant to do this.

I was a person who had no true beliefs before my NDE, Oh I had a lot of "hopes" that there might really be a God or something out there somewhere, but in the depths of my heart, I was still alone. Alone and not very much in love with the person who lived there......me. I thought if there really was some sort of God out there, he surly wouldn't like me very much. What have I ever done to deserve such love I heard others talk about was out there?

Never would I have imagined that on an ordinary day, my soul would change forever, and in that changing know that my purpose is to now share what had been so freely given to me......the knowing about Unconditional LOVE.

I am at present writing all of this to myself, I doubt this page has had many, if any visitors. But that is ok. The fact I just had another 350 books printed and already people are coming into my antique store asking to get a copy because they heard about it from others, makes me know how very blessed I am in this undertaking to share. I know that it will go as it is meant to and I can only say Thank You to those who have taken the time to read, and share their hearts with me. I am about the last person I would ever peg for going this route, or having these kind of conversations with others, yes so very much has truly transpired in the last few years.

So this morning I just wanted a place to go to put down my thoughts on this, and this is where I came. I jumped off the cliff last night and posted my info about my book on the bio channel. I thought I would be embarrassed to do so, but that has long since gone from my self, because I know that what I am doing is my way of saying Thank You back to God for what he gave me during my NDE and afterwards within my life. In early Jan more than a few will know about my experience, and I only hope the Bio Channel didn't morph it into something it was not, but they seem to do a pretty good job of having high caliber stories, so perhaps that is just pre show jitters acting up. Whatever it is what it is and all I can do now is go forward with my life, and live it as I am being led.

Another day to enjoy the miracles around us.........How awesome can it get?!!!

Finding My Way

This is my first post of hopefully many. It will be a small number of people that find there way to this page, but if you do....Welcome!

The account of my near-death experience is written not by an author, but just by me, an ordinary person trying to make sense of it all. I'm not even sure where all of this is going, but I know that I needed to share, so if you feel led to post a comment on what you have read.....please do so..........................Thank you and Blessings in Love
Dea